The+God+Particle

Today i have begun a journey that will enable me to study the possibility of a creation particle that will show that all creation was made by a supreme being.

Walter is that you?

Yes it is (Entered by Walter Smith) I am not a classroom teacher; I am a member of a corporation as we all are. Northern Lights, PAGC, MLTC, Sask Ed are all part of the greater system we call an economy. Our roles in that are to keep the system moving "forward" an arbitrary direction for perhaps we are moving backwards. Yes I read about many activities that occur on the planet and I try my best to be hopeful. I study religion and I study philosophy and I study education, yet not of those brings me piece.

I see great things occurring in small events as children laughing, or people helping each other in their time of need. I see a wonderful process of moving forward to go forth and multiply, I cannot see past my logic.

Please can someone give me some hope and explain to me where we are heading, I now know as an individual I can make changes but my direction is only to further the cause of people I identify myself with. I am angry when I see the conditions that people live in the many smaller communities and wonder why they do not change or alter their paths. This is the hopelessness we are discussing. The cause of th eloss of hope and the effect are very quick and per David F quote. We are part of the system that are supposed to give our future hope. People are so different in different areas. When i chose to consume alcohol I had different perspective and many of my colleagues were people with similar interests. Since I chose not to consume alcohol none of those in my previous circle came with me. Now that I have a strong academic background I have a new group of people I associate with and yet I still see we are growing towards an unknown outcome with no possibility of understanding that outcome. I wonder if what we are doing is causing us not to see the beauty in the despair, for how can we see true hope if we have not experienced true despair, to be truly angered by an action or event. We would not know what hope is without feeling hopeless at some point in our lives. Yes perhaps you can read about it but can you truly know it if you do not live it. Can you know love or hate from reading about it or do you need to live first and have your heart broken and to truley hate something that its existence is disrespectful to your existence. Perhaps but I would think that you would not understand it until you felt true despair.

I can communicate well using the English language and I have reached a level of respect that I am not sure I am comfortable with. In my family I am see as one of the leaders for I have followed the path that is expected of the system. My language ability will assist in protecting the system we call an economy. I can part of the group that will bring the Aboriginal population to an equal footing to that of the Canadian society. I will be paid well and I will be have influence, this is the constant burgeon I must carry because I am curious. I am curious as to where it will go. How much change, will I see in my limited time, when can I call it a day and sit on the sidelines while others take on the torch? This is what gives me hope as I watch my father in law try to decide what his life means and the twilight of his life comes. As I watch my Grandson understand that fathers day is a day he is responsible to take action and actually do something great. This gives me hope.

Our children teach them well for they will need many tools to overcome the situation that is before them. “Necessity is the mother of all invention” as people we will overcome most situations for we are very resourceful. They will inherit a very populated planet, with signs of exhaustion, and an increasing demand on resources with knowledge being available to so many on ways to interact with each other.

I am becoming a mature adult with visions of the greater picture, cannot I just sit and advise people, or have I not learned enough yet.

You know I thought that we as a people would eventually become the sum of the energy we represent, on a physical realm the only factor would be size, as our molecular number would determine the energy we would have with the physical portion of our existence. It there literature out there that studies what happens to the academic knowledge we develop and the spiritual knowledge we have. Are they part of the equation or am I limiting my thoughts only to science that is available today. Perhaps that is where being self-aware is to morph into, a new understanding of why we exist. Again I am searching for the God Particle, which in my limited understanding would be the sum of all matter on earth plus the acquired knowledge mental and spiritual planes. I cannot figure it out but I must give myself time and space in order to contemplate the possibility. I have hope there is more to Pedagogy that wishing things would be better. I have hope there in a place in the continuum that will be for return of the sum of our energy.